🏳️‍🌈✝️ HIV POSITIVE

 by Rainbow Pastor David

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A cold chill sweeps through your soul.

You have just been told -

These words that will last forever -

You are HIV Positive.

Frozen in time it seems -

Is this reality or just a dream?

How – Why – When – Who

Surely this cannot be true.

Slowly realizing you waken to the fact –

This moment you will never get back.

The reality of those words so true –

You never thought this would happen to you.

The stabbing pain in your heart

Now overtakes the cold –

Your future seems to have disappeared

Your mind cannot believe what you hear.

What will I do now?

Will I make it somehow?

Fear grips the words falling down

You are HIV Positive.

Fantasy now becomes Reality -

Was it really worth the sacrifice?

Not protecting yourself

Now cost you your life.

Now you must face a new journey.

One of healing and mercy -

Forgiving yourself for this new pain -

Your life will never be the same.

For now you sit and wonder why –

Go ahead it is okay to cry.

Once the fear has past this point -

You will see clearly my friend.

New life – New Journey now you must take –

Learning to live with that one mistake –

The road ahead will not be easy.

You are HIV Positive.

Better care must now be taken –

Protecting others – new steps to be taken

Stop now – take time to see

Life must not be taken for granted.

Prayers for peace and understanding

As you ask yourself why –

Knowing that you knew better

Oh but how you enjoyed the pleasure.

New pleasures now you must seek

Care for your body – mind – spirit too

Strength to move on will come from above –

You will find a new way to love.

New insights to better living

Enjoy each moment – cherish too

All the ones who comfort you –

You are now HIV Positive.

Your life has not come to an end –

Step onward into a new journey my friend

Make peace with the fact that things have changed

No your life will never be the same.

You must however push ahead

Help others as you help yourself

Understanding life can actually be better now

You really will get through it somehow.

With loving care and better living –

Life takes on a whole new meaning

Living for each new day

Knowing now you have found the way.

Life has not come to an end –

Enjoying life – making new friends

All things new – a journey to take

So what – you are HIV Positive.

Rainbow Pastor David A. Moorman

12-01-2015