My Journey With HIV - A New
Beginning
For those who have been
following my journey living with HIV, I now want to share that I have begun a
new chapter in my journey. On this day, September 26, 2014, I am starting a new
HIV treatment regimen.
For the past five years I have
taken the drug, Atripla. I must say that although I am eternally grateful that
the Doctor I was seeing at the time decided to put me on Atripla, I am even
more grateful to be leaving Atripla behind.
I know questions arise when I say
I am grateful both directions so let me explain. I am grateful that I was
started on Atripla five years ago because my CD4 count was dropping rapidly as
the HIV Virus was progressing at a rate that my body could not control it.
From
the time I was diagnosed on May 28th 2009 until I started on
treatment October 1st 2009 my CD4 count had dropped to below 700 and
the HIV viral load was over 100,000. The Doctor I was seeing at that time told
me I would be dead in two years if I did not start medication because I
had been infected with a "Super Bug". He told me he had never in his thirty years of
practice seen the HIV virus take over a person’s body as fast as this virus was
taking over my body. Because of the fast progression of HIV he suggested that I
start HIV treatment as soon as possible. The Doctor’s suggestion at that time
was for me to start taking Atripla.
In 2009, Atripla was the number one
recommended first line HIV treatment drugs for those just starting out on HIV
medication. He told me that many people had had great success taking Atripla
and I should consider taking it for my first pill. I of course did not want to
die so I took his advice and began taken the pill immediately. Within one month
Atripla brought the HIV viral load down from over 100,000 to just 70 and within
the next three months to an undetectable level. My CD4 count began to rise
again and so the Doctor was very pleased, as was I. I have since had an undetectable viral load and a CD4 count constantly above 1400 for the past 5 years.
There was one problem {among many} taking Atripla that I did not enjoy and was told it would go away after a few
weeks, that was the “DREAMS”. The endless dreaming that caused me to
wake up all through the night and would cause me to wake up the next day
feeling drained. I was assured that it was a common side effect that would go
away in time. Well, five years later they went away alright because I have not
been able to sleep for almost a year now. What started out in the beginning as
nightmares and restless sleeping had turned into insomnia.
That “ONE A DAY”
wonder drug called Atripla, had turned into my once a day NIGHTMARE. Here I am
five years later having a wonderful CD4 count of over 2600 and an undetectable
HIV viral load, with all kinds of health issues from taking the “Wonder” drug.
I do realize that some people
have great success with Atripla and I am very happy for them, so I DO NOT
discourage anyone from taking it at all. Remember this is my personal
experience with Atripla.
At this time I will not go in
to great detail about all the problems that I have experienced with Atripla,
but I will say that when you read the “Possible” side effects, I experienced
MOST!! One of the worst side effects has
been “Depression”. I realize that having HIV or any other life threatening
disease is depressing in itself, however, when you add a medication that is
known to cause depression on top of it you are in for a whirlwind. A whirlwind
or as we have here in Oklahoma {TORNADO}, I have been in for five years now.
The depression has just gotten worse even with the anti – depressive drugs the
Psychiatrist has tried me on the past five years. It seems no amount of prayer
or medication would work. So I am trusting God that this new HIV medication
will NOT have the same effects on me as the last. I am ready to have ME BACK!!!
TRIUMEQ – A NEW BEGINNING!!!
So here it is my friends, TRIUMEQ,
the new HIV medication I started as of September 26, 2014. In case you are
wondering how to pronounce this drug I will break it down easy for you: try - u
– mek. I have read all the research studies and I have decided with my current
IDI Doctor that this will be a better choice for me at this time. Since I am
doing well with my CD4 count being so high and being HIV undetectable we
thought I would be able to change with no bad results. I am praying that this
new drug will give me my life back.
I
have never put my “Faith” in medication or mankind who creates the medication.
I have “Faith” that God has given the men and women the knowledge to make the
drugs to help keep this virus under control. God is the only ONE who has the POWER
to CURE this virus. My prayer is that one day the right man or woman will
hear the voice of GOD and create the “CURE” for this disease. When that day
does occur, I pray that we will be able to see the “CURE” and not be kept from
it because of FDA regulations.
Until that day comes, I will
keep my faith in God and trust that He will allow the HIV drugs to work in body
as they are supposed to do and not to make me sicker than the virus itself.
So for now I begin the next
chapter in MY JOURNEY WITH HIV…
I will keep everyone posted on
my continued journey and how my journey with TRIUMEQ is going in a couple of
months.
Blessings and Peace,
David A. Moorman
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